Something I never wrote in a long time,
Enjoy~

"I wish to have a chance to see you. If it's okay, to tell you once more. For my future and happiness, that all I wish; Of all wishes I could think of, for me to smile again..."

Grasping that piece of paper between my hand,
If it's ever possible, I wish I can dream again,
To hope; To dream; To cry and to Laugh; Lastly to forget.

I told myself a million times "Move on.."
I told myself a million times "This would be the end"
I told you once "I love you"

The cold wind starts blowing, as I hold my breath,
As I stood under the tree, I could see my breath,
I shivered and gazed at those wishing list, held high above me,
With this paper, I wish it'll be true.

"If I could forget about you, will the pain go?"

All that's left in me is just a name,
Even memories were erased from my head.
What should I do now?

I watched that paper flying at top of the tree
I smiled, and sigh with relief,
But deep down, my heart still aches.

I know my place, I have my pride
Just let me say "Thank you."

To my mei,

THANK YOU A BILLION TIMES!!!!
Thank you for helping me find the music sheets. <3 I will play it with my very best~ *jumping with joy*
I SOO LOVE YOU!



Jade

My dad start talking to me about dating and marriage. I was just joking about that topic. Suddenly he ask, "With one is better? Marrying someone that love you the most or marrying someone you love the most?" I heard this question before, my dad asked me about 1 year ago. At that time I said marry someone I love the most but that time he say "then you will get cheated." Swt! Now I answer "Of cause the person who love me the most." Then he said, "No, its better to marry someone you love the most then you will be happy in the future." Lame..... Freaking dam weird but nevermind.
Anyway I found out my sis having a bf but she denied it. Its been 1 week I suspected her aready but I have no prove. Finally I found one!!! She have a couple key chain but only having the girl one, sure got boy de! Nobody would share couple key chain with friends! Aww, I'm actually dam excited but then I will just wait till one day she trust me enough to tell me... Lol..

Mother's Day!


My mummy n me~

Uh... make it short:
-went for tuition this morning n both my friends din came
-couldn't call my parents cause hp still not yet open
-have to ask teacher for phone but she doesnt have then I said nvm but she help me ask from other guys which I don't know who
-another embaressing thing for me...
-din't do much, just like other sunday watching tv
-cut my hair
-dinner eat hawker food cause dad wanna watch football
-night, talk(skype) with relative cause 4 years nvr see them
Aww...

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Exam time
-quite satisfide with my malay paper
-bloody malay, don't understand question, simply answer but its wrong
-heard news about my friend dating:
+ caught dating by a teacher on Saturday in class with my best friend's bro
+ heard that the teacher wanna see their parents
+ don't know how it goes....
+ my best friend is freaking happy
+ she saids that she nvr meet such a stupid couple dating at school, trying to find trouble
+ for me, nth to say....
-Good luck for me for tmr's paper. HISTORY!

For the past few days :
- made a new friend which is my sis's pengerusi(president)
- my best friend and my friend are cool now
- It's dam freaking awkward seeing them together
- lost my hp and actually I left it at tuition
- Got free drinks from teacher to help him buy food. LOL!
- Stupid teacher introduce me to another teacher to help her
- freaking addicted to Final Fantasy
- Exam is coming soon....

Last friday after school we went to eat lunch with CW, TS, my bestfriend's bro(Richard) and my bestfriend's bro's friend(CF). After lunch we walk to CF's house then they start to sing karaoke. CW and CF left the room so I follow them then left the president inside with TS n Richard (they paktou) - -" the president came out cz he felt dam awkward. After that nobody dare to go in.. AWW... CW tired to go in but she just open abit then she close the door and came to us. She said she saw smth tat she shouldn't see. I tot WTF... they kissing a? but she say no, they just very very close to each other. YEW... I felt disgusting..