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Wednesday, January 23Y
Heaven or Hell?

The feeling of heaven n hell... what's the difference? What is he thinking now? What make this happen between us? Why is he blaming on himself? Isn't it my fault? I started everything... Why is he blaming himself?? Can I understand his feelings?? Can this thing just stop right now? I wished I never said it... because of my foolish action and my misunderstanding thoughts... and he's suffering like this... He didn't do anything wrong. Why cant he just blame it all on me?? How I wish I'm able to be in his arms once again, A place where i knew once, can i still be able to return that place? How I wish I can throw all these pain away, and everything will be just fine... No matter what my heart belongs to you... <3
I love you...

ends at 1/23/2008 12:26:00 PM

Sunday, January 20Y
The Feeling of Mine



I went to kl to drop of my bro cz he's going overseas.... I was happy tat i did hav a chance to hav alittle chat through sms but I din expect things will happen this way n i felt soo sad tat i cried the whole night... so i wrote this :

Did anyone noticed?
Like a daisy blooming,
In the middle of the field,
When summer came along.

Being watched by heaven,
Warmness are spreaded around;
As life goes on,
Following the gentle wind.

Soon summer will be over,
The colours in the field,
Will it dissapear;
Leaving nothing behind?

Even paradise isnt forever,
Though the beauty cant be compared;
But the view in minds are forever,
Like a painting of them.


ends at 1/20/2008 10:29:00 PM

Friday, January 18Y
Izzit a relationship?

Haix... sometimes i do feel my fate being wif him get thinner, its like we r two different world... Im afraid of him... Im counted as a gf when im not even there by his side..?? Wad kind of gf is this? or wad u so-call ... Im afraid tat he would be lonely being wif me; afraid tat he would fall for another gal... n tat's life but i don wan it to happen... I jutz doono wad to do in this kind of relationship or situation n i doono which position am in in this relationship... a so-call gf or jutz dating him..?? or jutz a person who he love n nth else... Sumtimes i jutz ignore these problem but it seems to come back to me everytime when ppl ask about us... Tell me..? Wad am i called to u..??

ends at 1/18/2008 10:30:00 PM

Wednesday, January 16Y
Filled with butterflies...

Filled with joy; having butterflies in my stomach jutz after having a few sms wif him... I still cant stop thinking wad we said last night... when my heart jumped up when i saw his msg in my phone, it was like something u wan soo badly hav given to u.... it felt soo warm whenever i read his msg, even if i read 10 times or 100 times.. i still felt tat warmness in my heart.... n i slowly felt asleep; seeing his msg... having those thoughts in my head, being by his side forever even if its jutz a second or a moment... loving him... <3

ends at 1/16/2008 06:44:00 AM

Tuesday, January 15Y
Soo Excited!!

My first time go kl going such a perfect place!! reach there by evening n went to curve for dinner.... been walking around choosing which restaurant to eat, walk for like half an hour then got fed up n go in a restaurant name "italianis" Wow... the very first moment i entered... wah!!! the smell of cheese is all over the room.... then see the menu, all my saliva come out =X see the price even geng lol.... but the food come really dam fast... n this is one of the best food i ever tasted in my life!!!! Their cheese dipp n spaggati was like even better than eating in heaven...!!! Its soo worth waiting to eat this kind of food..... After dinner, we were like half dead =X stomach soo full... so we went for a walk in the mall n check out wad kind of shops r there n there aint much time for shopping.. it was like 9.30pm+ =/ but the end i bought one top when i jutz entered the shop for like 2 minit... lol... feel kinda rush XD The next day i went to midvalley =X its like my 2nd home there =/ i know the whole building by hard... shopped from morning 11+ till 6+ oni get one set of top n a pair of shoes... feel kind sad... cz i really need a skirt but i went to like 4+ diffirent shop over n over again but couldnt get wad i wan.... Haiz.. but its really fun for the first time when i go kl... usually i will be stuck at my appartment = = n i think im kinda addicted to shopping.... well, its about time i love shopping lol... since im a gal ^^

ends at 1/15/2008 07:40:00 PM

Saturday, January 12Y
Idoitic Day

Wth.... morning woke up at 7.30+ but need to be in school at 8!! omg.... stupid nia!!! fk.. hate my school gals... kawat kaki also doono how to kawat properly.. all like xiao jie.. WTF... cz of them everyone need to do over n over n over n over n over again..... There is a gal... I really wanna kick her ass.... She think she soo great walau, the instructor been saying over n over again n she act she soo good n jutz slimpy do like tat.... they keep say must be tegas n everyone did - - c'b oni her... but nobody go catch her... if im the instructor i slap her face long time ago.... summore giv ppl tat look like she's so proud of herself... Zzz.... nvm... sienz.. I don wan go kl, but i wan buy clothes.. T.T HOW?? I really wanna see him.... but i need to go but... !!! God save me!!!! Haiz.. in the end i still need to go.... I wish i can atless say goodbye to him or smth...... Seriously hate my life; hate traveling; hate being foce.... sob...

ends at 1/12/2008 12:25:00 PM

Friday, January 11Y

Today my school had an orientation.. i skipped class jutz to help my friend ,lol... skipped class since after recess... im not used to be a bad gal, doono y i like to skip class aready... maybe cz of my friend, she always pull me out from class.. make me feel soo bad, but truely the class r boring... Oh wel.. its school... Haiz... I miss him alort... cant get him off my mind...its aready soo long i never see him... I did sms him but i feel im kinda like im distaubing him.... i did sms him but he sumtimes reply n sumtimes not... most of the time not...... T.T how can i stop worrying about him over here when i cant even talk to him for like about 2 weeks!!!! oh dear god... >.<

ends at 1/11/2008 10:52:00 PM