The feeling of heaven n hell... what's the difference? What is he thinking now? What make this happen between us? Why is he blaming on himself? Isn't it my fault? I started everything... Why is he blaming himself?? Can I understand his feelings?? Can this thing just stop right now? I wished I never said it... because of my foolish action and my misunderstanding thoughts... and he's suffering like this... He didn't do anything wrong. Why cant he just blame it all on me?? How I wish I'm able to be in his arms once again, A place where i knew once, can i still be able to return that place? How I wish I can throw all these pain away, and everything will be just fine... No matter what my heart belongs to you... <3 I love you...