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Saturday, April 19Y

Everyday feel like it passes soo slowly. An hour felt like a day. I just wish I could quickly grow up and work. I don't want to stay being a teenager. Come to realize, many things I did because of him. I smile because of him, I cried because of him. I just want to quickly end my life, because there's issnt any purpose anymore.
Today I have learned that there are many kind of love, admires to true love. There are many ways to love a person. Its like a bridge, you are standing the on the end and he's standing on the other. Whether or not you waited on the middle of the bridge praying for the person to walk to the middle. It's their choice to choose to be where they are. I cant choose anything, I cant control anything, only can watch his movement. The love I felt, I only could just continue my journey bringing my past along with me.
Many may not understand how I really felt. "Its stupid loving him" "Its not worth being with him" "A relationship like this will never work" even they are just words, they hurts. The scars will always be in my heart.

ends at 4/19/2008 11:14:00 PM