The foolishness part of mine, trying to reach an impossible dream. My heart still belive in what I'm dreaming of. Even if the world is against it, I would still be it's side. My heart was poured when I heard about his past, should I belive it? Yes, I did and I come to realise that I haven't know him or his past yet. It feels like I barely knew him at all but yet I still belive there was something we had. All his past note, all his past message are spinning in my head. I know that he is a trustful person yet I do belive he may not realise his mistakes or his purpose of life means. In another way, do he know wad he want yet? Haha, I cant answer all these and I know he could not too. But I overcome it all as well, I cant always rely on him. He maybe the purpose of life to me but I cant cry and end my life if I wan to move forward. Even i adore him the most, if he still doesn't know wad he want, if his past is a horrible thing to me but I must still suck up my tears and move forward. Thats the only thing i can do but the heart of mine will always be with him. For now and forever...