Your words that hurt me soo deeply makes me want to forget about you. I couldnt stand the pain any longer so i prayed to god that he would help me to forget you. I cried for hours, having sleepless night. I tired to hide my emotion and lied to everyone who care for me. My memories of you faded slowly... I want to forget soo badly that it started to fade. It felt empty once again in my life. There are gabs that i forgotten aready and i dont know whats there anymore. Oh, pls dont make me completely forget you untill its too late. Even if I would get hurt, I just want to remember the feelings i had for you; Atleast, I want to remember I love you.. My life, I dont hav a purpose anymore; I just hope I could die. Seriously, I did think I could commit sucide. My heart become dried, cold. Your words, stabeb into my heart. It keept appearing in my head. It says its over, move on. And I just follow it to avoid the pain yet my heart tried to refuse. But the end Im the one hurting myself. What can I do now? I thought he felt for me the same way that i felt for him. I thought he changed to a better person yet till now I finally realise he never did. All my letters, notes for you, I kept them away to avoid memories. My tears slowly dried up but it seems soo meaningless, my life, my memories, I forgot them. There are still some left but it will be gone soon. Trying my best to forget but I still love you...