Do you still remember that promise? I still do.

I'm just glad I that I could see you for awhile. It's been so long I did not dream of you. I couldn't take my eyes off you. Just looking at your gentle face, it makes me smile softly. It’s been so long I have ever smiled like that. It makes my bad days just disappear. I couldn’t even see what’s around me only you I saw, time stood still, my forever seeks ends… I still remember such warm hand you had, such dashing eyes you shone on me. Without words I could read your mind as if I’m reading a book. Holding each other hands, connecting two worlds to one. We stood there gazing into each other eye. I fell in love again…

In just moments, the peachy sky turns into darkness. Flowers around me started to wilt. Birds just vanish into dust. I was confused. I hold on to your hands tighter, afraid you would disappear too. The warm breeze became icy cold, as it blew it became stronger and stronger. It’s a nightmare? We were pulled apart by the wind. My eyes gone wild, words from my mouth couldn’t come out. There isn’t any word in this world could describe how I felt. I can’t lose you again! Yet you let go of mine, I became more confuse. Why?? Why did you let go?? At that moment, you look at me with your gentle eyes with a smile and said “Let go of me.”

Guess what I did? I followed my heart, I did as you said. I… I let go of you. Watching you from a distance, I stood there without a movement. Watching you vanished into thin air, you are gone. The wind stop blowing and everything went back to normal. Trying to clear my sense, I struggle to find your soft palm again. I already knew, it was gone. I just stare at that empty space where you once stood. I only saw your shadow but I couldn’t touch you anymore. Only your image was still in my head, my memory. A memory I must kept to myself, a secret soon to be buried. Even tears were dried, I couldn’t cry because there isn’t a thing to cry over for.

I fulfilled my promise to you. It’s a promise I must keep…

“I will only let go of you if only you tell me to…”