Found inside my computer, forgot to post it. It suppose to be on 1/1/2009 :

Surprisingly it’s been a year; it just felt like 2 years had past. There’s soo many things happening, sometime I even forgot where I am and who am I. I sat down and think, I still could remember those things that I thought it were 2 years ago. A year changed me soo much, it was quite difficult for me but it was still enjoyable. I was able to be someone soo different that I never thought I could. (if you don’t understand sorry >.<) I learned soo much…. To be strong when you are weak, always being true to yourself and know what I want. Somehow I just forgot my oldself. I’m just half a person I used to be… Don’t need to feel sad for me cause it’s a new year, a new life, a new day to start my own path.